overwhelmed again !

went out to my new job today, opening shift, long day.....

will i ever feel comfortable there? I feel so overwhelmed. why did I do this? ....

I felt like this when I first became a manager..... so maybe at some point in the near future, I will feel comfortable... with my new job, and new responsibilities !

Right now, I'm almost sick, with worry that I wont do a good job........... that i'll 'fail' , that I wont be able to do it................

you know, the comfortable, wasn't so bad, why did I venture out...............

there has to be a reason somewhere....

but what?

I can do this, i can! I have to believe that I can !!!!!!!!!!!!